overwhelmed

Quote of the day:
What God wants of you all is that you should live each day as it comes, like a bird in the trees, without worrying about tomorrow. Be at peace and trust in divine Providence and the Blessed Virgin, and do not seek anything else but to please God and love Him.
~ST. LOUIS DE MONTFORT
 French missionary, 18th century

I'm feeling a little bit overwhelmed lately.  They took Daniel off one of his meds so he isn't sleeping at night like he should and now we have to start at square one again in that department. And of course there is always so much more with him then we all talk about.  Brandon didn't pass his eye test again so we're back to the doctors and new glasses for him (That he won't wear anyways but I still have to get them for him).  Brady needs his tonsils and adnoids out.  Itty needs some brain stem test to possibly figure out why he isn't talking yet.  Boyce keeps talking about going to Alaska to work.  I don't feel like I'm worrying about tomorrow like the quote of the day says not to, it just feels like it is all too much to process in this very second.  I wish I was playing bunco with Tina tonight!  Or having a really stiff drink with Joanna.  Or a cup of coffee with Patricia.  Or rolling down a hill with friend Dan. Or tap dancing in the warf with Joy. Or watching a movie with my mummy.  Or shopping with my Memere.  Or eating dinner with Crystal.  Or swimming with Jennifer.  Or talking on the phone with Evie. Or running around Cogshall with my old friends from highschool. Or reading a good book with myself.  I know that none of these things seem tragic or anything but all together it is a bit much!  I'm feeling paralized.